.Friday, July 3, 2009 ' 11:37:00 PM
at least nw everything is clear cut ...
even though is sad , i hav to accept the fact ...
jux writing the feeling of just nw ...
when yew read the letter , i was really hoping some reaction frm yew ...
but nth come out... so i start tear-ing le ...
i ''ren'' but in the end i thought when i walk i will stop crying but tear jux simply cnt stop flowing..
even though i tell yew if yew wanna leave, yew can just leave ..
but seriously .. all i hope is yew are there awhile more ...
but in the end , yew really leave and dump mi there alone ...
after i say bye , i really cry badly ...
i after today i wun cry fer yew agn ...
i only left ard 15 min fer mi to cry my heart ..
sorrie marmie and daddy , i noe i made yew al worry ..
but luckily gladys explain to yew all wat i wan .. den yew all stop nagging ... but still my daddy nag abit ...
daddy , even yew continue say he got other gf , i comfirm and have faith in him , he nv..
tat how much i trust him ..
frm 4th of july onward , is the new start of me ...