today , even though 2 lesson ..
i tell yew arh ..
xinyi today is damn tired...
morning start wif ICA presentation ..
sorrie guys, i reach sch late...
cos i go take the speaker ...
x.X
den we run though our ppt...
den went in fer our ICa..
i was glad tat we did well ..^^
haha...
hi 5 ...
den after tat we got klass meeting den we discuss abt the new grouping...
i noe is abit unfair fer some of the ppl..
but life is always unfair ...
bear tat in mind ...
=) but in the end solve so its ok ..
den mi , quanyee,amander , ks, rih, cecline, guiting and azah go eat ljs...
haha...
nice chat sia ...
den after tat headed back to sch and play bingo and den after tat 2nd klass meeting...
the 2nd klass meeting was like a group therapy ...
everyone tok wat they wanna say ...
ya ...

but something i wanna point out but i cnt rmb abtwat the person say le.. so i need to clarify b4 blog agn ...
so ...
so i endd off here 1st ...

oh ya.. i haven say abt ytd ....
hmmph
ytd is a damn tired day ...
but nvm i ahve my sushi meal ytd..
after retaking BCLS...
haha
hang arh, i pass sia.. if nt i sure cry like hell de...
=D
let yew all see how much i eat.. wahahha ...
hungry sia ytd ...

*why cnt insert pic into post de arh *

jux home nt long ...=)
abit tired...
going KO sia ...
haha ...
yeah...
today quite fun in sch la...
same thing.. lecture den tutorial den bio lab ..
haha ...
heehee...
thank yew adam arh ...
fer giving the whole klass a gift =)
nw study le.. friday exam ><

today is a long day ..
haha..

ytd nite slp at 3 am ...
den today have to wake up at 7 ...
yawn ..
but nbm la..
haha...
went fer presentation den project meeting den after went to meet xia0gui to pass him his breakfast since i have already promise =)
haha ...
den i went to ps to watch transformer ...
damn >< NICE ...
like the red colour de [ps dunno the name.. ]
haha ...^^
den chiong back to sch ..
but cher nt dere til ard 20 min to 4pm la..
x.X
den after tat go meet my cousin fer a short shopping..=)
btw xia0gui , ps la.. dint noe yew end early today ...
if nt will ask yew to go fer movie too de ...
haha ..
den tym den go watch wif yew ba ...
take care boi =)

jux back frm airport =)
heehee... have supper wif my cousin and have a nice chat wif her ...
^^
finally get to see her ...
XD happy ..
lalala..
tml ICA ...
jiayous!!!!!

today , i feeling ok le...
heehee ...XD
i have a diaster sat nite...=x
haiz...
tigger dao my emotional ..=(
but ferget it...
today i happy jiu ok le...
^^
thx xia0gui and gladys fer ur care and concern abt ytd ...
going out soon le.. haha...
1 hr and 10 more min i will be out ..=D
haha ....

237426
i hope tat yew wun tok abt something tat related to our past...
yew are llike applying salt to my going recovered wound...
its hurt badly ...
yew wan to see dao my genuine
smile back .. i mean can. . but fer nw i only can give yew a fake smile...
i cnt find dao the smile tat yew use to see to yew ...
i only can say , i m sorrie.. i cnt ..
my genuine smile only my frens and some ppl manage to see...
but it is nt always appear all the tym like it use to be ...

tinking tat tml i have to go airport de path ,
i feel abit emo-ish ..
tinking of the tym i go taiwan ..
before i go and when i come back ...
that path is full of memory i wanna ferget .. but yet , i still cnt ferget ...
haiz...
feeling damn sad ...

angry .. nbm ..
let yew own him if yew wan ..
is jux a game ...
lazy to fight wif yew ...
haha =)
tym to study ...
^^
jiayou to everyone and myself ...
self psycho *must study must study*
cnt let a fall affect ur future of becoming a missy lee XD

i tink let tok abt my day
today nth much happen ...
jux overslp...
den go sch late...
ask fren hlp mi mark attentance ...=x
den gort tok wif director ...
waste 30 mins.. bu lan can go eat lorx...
den pharmoco lesson .. so bored la..
wanna slp ..
den teacher teach finish still dun wan let us go ...
hai mi no break la.. cos need to meet TLH after lesson fer assist in CPR...[cos she ask mi to=.=]
den still nbm...
i thoght she will book the lab but in the end, actually se nv book ..
x.X
in the end 30 min gone ... den nbm la.. go fer lesson ... at 2 ..
den cher late so go south canteen buy tako ball .... den go back fer klass tml 3.3o den go lab fer practise...
=) haha ..
see i so guai...
til 4.45 den i go off and meet xiaogui ..
and went fer dinner at pepper lunch...
den ard 7 i went back home le..
tired ..
on the way home .. i cor cass ..
haha..
both of us have moodswing problem ...
awhile happy awhile angry awhile emo ...
nw both of us have emotional problem sia...
soon cass shut herself due to 5366 and next is mi le o shut myself due to _______ ..
so ... we will see how the tym go.....
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jux nw xiaogui give mi hear a song...
the song seem to be quite meaningful sia .. i tink ..
so i post it in my blog post ..=)
hope yew all like the song

tittle : Trust You - Ito Yuna 伊藤由奈

eng sub of the song :
Flowers sway in the wind as if dancing
So that the rain moistens the earth
Even though this world is alive, coming closer together
Why do people hurt each other?
Why do partings come about?
Even if you go far away, still
You're always right in the middle of my heart
While they remain buried away by that kind smile
Even if I feel pain
In fragments of you that I held, because we'll still connect
I trust that we can meet again
I'm waiting for your love
I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness, because we're together
We're able to trust each other
Please don't leave anymore
Who saw the edge of the world?
Who announces the end of the journey?
Even if it's a long night and you can't see the answer now
I want you to advance on the road that you trusted
Because light is waiting ahead of there
The song that you taught me
Is right in the middle of my heart even now
The overflowing drops of feelings
That are resonating together with that kind voice
Warmly trail down my cheeks
I'll become strong; I
trust that we're connected
I'm always by your side
I love you, I trust you
These tears keep flowing because of you
I love you, I trust you
You taught me what love was
No matter how you're lost on the road
I'm by your sideWaiting for your love
Always by your side
You're the one that I love
You're the one that I trust
Youre the only one
I love you, I trust you
I want you to share your loneliness with me
I love you, I trust you
Even in light, even in darkness
I love you, I trust you
Even in sorrow, even in joy
I love you, I trust you
I want to protect all of you
No matter how you're lost on the road
I'm by your side; we're able to trust each other
Please don't leave anymore




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PC-ph5jNqas&eurl=http%3A%2F%2Fwww%2Etagged%2Ecom%2Fprofile%2Ehtml%3Fuid%3D5421950504&feature=player_embedded

yeah. nth much happen to day ...
=)
jux rot in sch fer 5 hrs ... going die there any moment ...
haha ...
den have the BCLS thoery exam, dunno can pass bo ...
haha
ps fren, i ferget tat today need to bring pencil and eraser ..=) heehee...
after exam slack at hougang mall alwhile den go back home le..
tink going to fall sick soon

sorrie .. i m nt going a r/s wif anyone yet...
mr[s], get it rite...
xinyi have no feeling fer yew all ...
pls la.. grow up ..
yew wan force mi into a r/s ...
btw sorrie yew are nt my cup of tea ...
i tell yew i wun wan la...
i have no feeling mean no feeling...
i dun need ur assure and watever ...
yew jux make mi tink tat yew all are despo ....
stop forcing mi.. before i really scream at yew all ...
i dun mind being fren but nt more den tat...
and stop like wanna try ways to attract my attention and wan mi believe in yew la...
i dun mean tat i wun believe in ppl la...
but i seriously no feel fer yew den wat yew wanna do ...
ask mi fling wif yew meh ..
sorrie , i dun wanna hurt anyone ok and i dun like to fling...make mi tink myself as a bitch ...
find a better gurl la...

i only stead wif guy i like ok ..

haha .. ytd dint blog so i today blog in sch ...
so bored..
nw having the sleeping section ...
the cher tok can make ppl slp ...
haha ...
yawn ...
today nth much happen .. so nth to write fer nw ...
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abt ytd .. i got thing t0 write.. haha ..
I PASS MY BCLS theory exam ...
^^
haha .. den veri tired also ... yawn ...
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lesson start le .. blog tonite ba =P

today super piss...
thx yew fcuking cher ...
yew really make mi f*ck up nw ...
toopid TLH , yew dunno how to do ur procedure den dun be a cher la...
teach all teach wrongly..
yew can go eat shit la..
nt zai dun act til so zai la...
infant CPR cnt release the hand when yew have finish the 5 cycle nv teach us ...
den nbm..
choking can bend den full tell us can ...
den still nbm ...
need to change leg when yew 'flip' the baby nv say ...
ask us use the same leg...
ass sia ..
oh ya.. cher ask fer ur ENCOURAGING..
i fail my both adult CRP and CHOKING..
yew noe wat tat bitch say to mi ...
yew sure all fail de la...
thx yew arh ...
wat a gud teacher are yew ..
yew are lucky ..
i luan ... den i nv cor yew bitch in front of the ppl ok...
__
really cnt tahan leh ...
z.Z
all i wan to say is yew are a LOUSY TEACHER ...
UR TEACHING IS SUCK ...
YEW CAN JUX GO RETIRED COS EVEN THE BASIC YEW ALSO DUNNO ...
TAT TIME I/V TEST I FERGIVE AND FERGET LE... NW BSCL YEW ALSO ANYHOW TEACH ...
BITXH....

Today ..
Hmmph…
Nth much..
Went to sch as usual but today take mrt cos going late le…
Den meet xia0gui to pass him his ‘breakfast’
Den when to klass but luckily I m nt late .. haha..
Cos most of the ppl thought cher haven come so we waited outside the klass fer awhile den we realize tat cher is in klass le …
Den after ICA frm my classmate…
Den my clique outside the tutorial room watching DBSK last tym de concert …
Den went fer lunch den go fer BCLS lesson …
Sian tml have exam .. haha.. sure FAIL .. but nbm la…
Haha ….
Sorrie xia0gui cnt pon my BCLS..
So made yew waited ard 2 hr … =P bleahs..
Partly , who ask yew pon ur lesson .. in the end yew have to wait fer mi …
Haha ..
Den after my klass we headed to amk and catch the movie ‘’obsessed’’
Tat movie nt bad la…
But abit R- rated leh even is PG .. ahah …
Den after movie we went home cos we are tired …=)
Maybe will see yew tml ba … haha …^^
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To adrian loke:
My dear boi , I may say I m ok ay …
But actually I m nort …
I m using a smile to cover up my pain when I tok to yew ..
Stop say dao our past pls… it really trigger mi and it’s hurt ok …
I noe we wun patch back …
So dun tok to mi thing tat would trigger my mood and my ache-ness in my heart..
Thx yew and gudnite…
*I m trying very hard to get over yew … and to focus all my mind on study, I dun wan disappoint anyone and also yew*

sian .. tml going sch agn....
x.X
cpr agn ...
den tues and wed have exam le ...
><
but nvm ba ...
haha ...
today went to bugis fer buying thing =)
haha ....
damn alot of ppl sia ..
haha ...
''ppl mountain ppl sea''
haha ... =)
2 more wk to attachment le ... haha ...

x.X
i m wake up by an insane dream ...
starting nice ..
ending suck ...
piang ...
i wan have a nice dream de leh ...
>< scare scare .......

jux home nt long ...
x.X
quite tired but fun day wif my fren ...
went to hongkong cafe jux nw ..
nw i m broke..
haha ...
before going to find them ..
i went to amk wif cass ...
we dint saw mrs ong but saw mr ong ...
den i meet collin to go off together cos i also have to go off to meet my fren ...
photo update soon ...=)

heehee.. seem like ytd i dint post ..
i m too tired le...
ytd end sch early den dun wan go home..
den go bugiis alone le den go backs sch w8 fer my sis and den
after tat go dinner wif gladys ...
=)
haha
nice tym toking about ah korx sia..
alot of memories abt him is fun and nice..
but he nw in aus..
hope yew cna stay at aus longer den i can go find yew during my holiday=)
haha ...
=P bleahs...
actuall wanna kajiao korx in fb .. i m tinking how to .. haha..
=)nbm got plenty of tym
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let mi talk abt today nw ..
haha ...
as usual go sch in the morning , go fer lap doing cpr..
haha ...
tired and no energy after tat ..
den went fer lecture abt sex addiction
haha..
damn funny ...
we link back to someone in our klass...
haha funny ...=)
den after lunch , i pon klass go out watch harry potter wif gab ...
ps i m late by abit .. haha..
=P bleahs..
sorrie abt it...
the movie rating put 4 star in internet ..
piang.. the movie serious damn nt nice la..
no climax at all la..
so boring ...
i nearly fall aslp lorx..but lun la...
den tat mr beside mi using hand rest to support his head.. haha ...
seriousl i have no comment abt tat but feel like luffing nia
shld go watch ice age agn ..
haha ...
tat one nice..^^
but harrypotter i wun recomment ppl go watch at all la..
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jux happen to go facebook to open cass tag mi de note den i saw tis note frm adrian ....

Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even when it's raining
Smile, if the sun ain't shining
And smile, no matter how hard you're bleeding

i dunno shld say wat sia...
even though i feel like ask him ,tym to stand le..
by me myself sometym stand le also fall ...
x.X
haiz...
complicated sia..
jux a piece of msg fr0m mi ...
jux continue to move on and dun turn back like wat yew did to mi on 3rd july....

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regarding tat haunt fer bastard tat blog...
i dun wan comment so much like other ppl..
i mean since sharon choose the path ...
let her be ...
i was ones in the same situation as her..
i fergive twice .. but the 3rd tym i m sorrie..
i choose to let go ...
i cnt accept the fact and be wif yew...
in the end before i let go,
i m touch by ur fren wat he did to mi .. and in the end i fallen fer him ...
den ......
den nw sharon give yew the trust , so yew better treat her well ..
and best wishes fer yew two ... =)
btw i wanna comment abt something ...
leon use to be a nort bad looking guy ..
but after he change his hair after he wif sharon ..
his appearance look abit shitty..
but his features are still veri hao kan ...=)
tat one thing i disagree wif some ppl in the blog ^^
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end of today =) study ...
oh ya..
jia yous ah gong fer ur tml exams ...^^

IM FEELING FCUKING EMO NW ~~
haiz...
sad leh...
can someone lend mi his or her shoulder to cry awhile...='(

jux reach home and read that blog frm some unknown and i was being accuse..
but nvm ...
anyway ..
its past .. nort going to let it affect my mood ...
haha ...
z.Z due to do CPR and choking, my butt is aching pain sia...
want sit dwn also must slowly lorx...
x.X ...
i still prefer CPR .. choking seem more complicated fer mi ...
haha..
infants is much more easy lorx...
haha ..
yeahs...
jux finish 1st ICA in ard 2 hours pls ago ..
haha... ^^
nort bad everyone nice job ....
going start doing prepare tml ICA le..x.X
tired..

sian going ICA soon ..
haha ...
last post to leon arh ..
pls get thing rite before yew blame mi ok ..
i m nt so free to create a blog fer yew like tat ..
yew tink i veri close to her me meh ?
i dun even noe her la ...
yew are heng tat sharon fergive yew ...
dun say i bad .. i also fergive yew two tym ok ...
=P
sharon say de got reason la ...
the blog shld jux put leon pic, nt dragging her fren into it la...
the picture shld be edited more to cover the fren face ...
haiz..
i really no comment abt it lorx..
..
anyway yew all slowly settle ba..
none of my business anyway , i was jux a passer-by and i dun wan get involve in tat lorx..
i nw shld be more concentrate fer my exam le .. haha ....
blog ltr .. end here 1st

hmmph.. shld i go sch tml an study over there or pon sch again ......
since thurs i pon half a day ..
den shld stay in sch and study rite ? =/
really nt use to life everyday study le go home straight sia ...
><
i dun like tat life ....

i tink tis song veri suit someone ...
so i tink is gud to post it.. so tat someone can ...

Oh, How about a round of applause, Yeah
standing ovation
Ooooooo, YeahYeah,
Y-Yeah Yeah
You look so dumb right now
Standing outside my house
Trying to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please, just cut it out
[Chorus]Don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow oh
Grab your clothes and get gone (get gone)
You better hurry up
Before the sprinklers come on (come on)
Talkin' bout'"Girl, I love you,
you're the one"This just looks like a re-run
Please, what else is on oh[Chorus]
And don't tell me you're sorry 'cause you're not
Baby when I know you're only sorry you got caught
But you put on quite a show
really had me going
But now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)
Go on and take a bow[Bridge]
Oh, And the award for
The best liar goes to youFor making me believe
That you could be faithful to meLet's hear your speech, Oh
How about a round of applauseA standing ovation
But you put on quite a showReally had me going
Now it's time to go
Curtain's finally closing
That was quite a show
Very entertaining
But it's over now (But it's over now)Go on and take a bow
But it's over now

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1CuYKSCqYng

bored ... xD

x.X
news recieve abit pek chek abt someone sia ..
//5366 664//
can yew please stop hurting gurl heart ..
hurt le veri song arh ..
piang.. pls grow up...
x.X
two tym ppl veri fun meh ?
cnt jux simply stay wif a gurl yew love ?
by 2 tyming ,yew can find ur true love?
if yew say , is a test , i will ask yew dun bullshit la...
no matter how much the gurl love yew. still its hate to accept the fact of bf two tym them de...
pls reflect on why tat tym i leave yew and go wif ur fren ...
if yew manage to tink den ok ..
cnt den ferget it le ...
have ur own way , stop following ppl ...
oh ya... last woRds.. can yew find a prettier gf ? ur taste is getting lousier each day ....
gud bye

is going 12 am nw...
yawn ..
i m going slp soon ..^^
haha ..
toda watch ice age 3 wif EX ah gong ..
the movie n0rt bad .. veri funny ...
ppl who haben watch shld go and watch ...
^^
yeah yeah ....
today xinyi have a happy day ...
=D
BTW SI AH GONG .. I M FRM NORT CHINA OKAY ...
BITE YEW DEN YEW NOE =D

LET IT GO BABY!!
if nort yew sure close up urself ...^^
[self courage...]

finally i m free awhile
back home start study agn le ..
haha ...
sian leh ...
everyday wake up in the morning bad mood ..
due to everynot have bad dream ...
today dream abt ...
haiz..
sad sia ..
the dream...><
i just wonder can the scene of how i m being dump.. go away in my mind >< everyday have th same dream can die ...
i will have mental prob due to depression soon sia .. ><
haiz ..

suddenly tis song appear in mt head ..
i use to like tis sound alot when i was wif some small boi boi ...
haha ...
but nbm ...

dedicated to someone i dun feel like mention the name agn ...
if not my fren wanna chop my head fer nv ferget him ...
haiz ...

Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we made can never be erased
And I promise you that you will never be replaced
I love you, yes I do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until (until) the end (the end) of time
From the day I met you I knew we'd be together
And now I know I wanna be with you forever
I wanna marry you, and I wanna have your kids
It can never compare to the feeling of your kisses
I can say I'm truly happy to this day
You've made me thank God that I live my life everyday
There's never been a doubt, in my mind
That I regret ever having you by my side
But if the day comes that I have to let you go
I think there's something I should probably let you know
Enjoy everyday, that I spend with you
And I will miss you cause I'm happy that I had you at all
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
The love we made can never be erased
And I promised you that you will never be replaced
You will never be replaced
I feel for you, boy, yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until, the end, of time

Link:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PprGMwEBPU0

sad sia . early in the morning wake up ..
still rmb my bad dream ...
the dream is damn sad ...
haiz..
maybe before i slp , my mood was damn dwn .. causing my dream to be down too ...
haiz..
i regret nort letting yew tell finish my bedtym story ...
haiz...
how i wish got ppl tell mi bedtym story agn ><
if nort i everyday cnt slp until i damn tired but in the end next day nt enough slp le ...
='( sob sob ...
haiz..
worst thing .. my mom condition seem nt really ok ..
take thing , thing will drop on floor ..
cos her hand nt as much strength as before le ..T.T
haiz..
alot of thing happen after yew become emo and after yew go ...

Labels: can tym be turn back ? how i wish it can ..

somtym, i wonder ....
is gurl or guy more cruel ...?
to mi and cas ...
we tink tat most guy can jux take and let go easily ..
like example today break up , tml will be the brand new day fer them ...
they can jux continue life so easily ...
i mean most of them ok, nort like saying all la.. cos i tink tat shld be a minorityof guys who aare gud guys ...
but yet , we gurl seem like will keep tinking abt it agn and agn ..
sad and emo tat matter ..its hard to ferget all the gud tym when the couple is together ...
so can anyone prove tat i m wrong abt majority of guys ?

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yeah .. just to announce i dun feel like study fer exam ..
haha
how arh ?
got anyone can hlp mi ?x.X
feel so paiseh la...
as a nurse shld be strong and i m like a small gurl so weak le ...
haiz....

jux reach home nort long ago ..
tired day ..
today when to eat pepper lunch wif my sch clique..
haha...
luckily nv saw someone if nt my will end up stone over there fer a couple of sec before i move..
haha ...
yeah ..
jux to update abt ytd ...
mi and cas are toking ...
suddenly , she say my life like Boys over flower..
Goo Joon Pyo aka leon ong[cause he curly hair ma and also veri hot temper]..
Yoon Ji Hoo aka adrian loke [cos his hair is golden in colour]
damn funny lorx.....
i really hope my life nt like tat ..
cos i dun wan the ending my life like boys over flower ...=)
heehee
i dun wan tat 'goo joon pyo' but i prefer 'yoon ji hoo'
bleahs ...
i go eat le .. continue ltr ba ...^^

天快亮了 能不能别离开呢

沉默像首悲伤的歌 无声视线却模糊了

你要走了 也带走所有快乐

甜蜜的片段散落了

你倦了 心冷了 我哭了

那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望

要在一起 绝不分离 你怎麽放弃了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过

当你放开了手 离开的时候

有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落

我还留在黑暗中守候

你却已经远远 离开 我

离开我了 梦醒了还剩什麽

我要的幸福消失了

你的心曾经属於我的

那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望

要在一起 绝不分离 你怎麽放弃了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过

当你放开了手 离开的时候有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落

我还留在黑暗中守候

你却已经远远 离开我

有过的快乐我都记得

回忆还旋转着 爱怎麽停了

我们都泪了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过当

你放开了手 离开的时候

有没有一点舍不得我

泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落

我还留在黑暗中守候

你却已经远远 离开

seem tat this song can really say wat is my feeling ...

LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CIKWpxlUdbQ

tml i continue wat i wanna say ...

sch going start in an hours tym and i still at home...

feeling tired nw .. only slp fer 5 hrs..

but nbm ....

tired sia .. feel like pon sch ..

but dunno cas coming dwn find mi anot .. haha ...

yawn ..

haha ...

hope today will be a better day ...

anyway ...

jia yous fer ur own future ...

hope yew can be strong ...

=)

tis song delicated to adrian :
this is the song yew recorded fer mi ...
nw ..
i jux delicated to yew ..
hope yew can be strong ...

Don't take too long to say
I love you to the ones you love
Cause time has a habit of slipping away

And out on the clear blue sky
When lightning strikes on a sunny day
Just take me in and keep me from the rain

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Turn away to say goodbye
With each and every word that passes by Like a distant memory

And time keeps slipping away
And time will turn to grey
And time will be the one who holds you down

And the words that seem so hard to say
Come out when you've gone away
Just stay a little while and hear me say

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment

That I want you here tonight
And I need you by my side
For just one more moment
For just one more moment with you

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

Sometimes time will treat you bad
Before you even know what's wrong
And in the end it hits you hard
Please tell me you'll be strong

Leon , i tink tat is all the words i wana say ...
yew wan to believe up to yew ...
i m stuck in btw yew two and nw i m tired le ...
yew are making mi out of breath , i m suffocating ...

tis is the song delicated fer yew ...
hush hush -> pussycat doll

Oooooh ooooh
I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointin' out my wrongs
i never needed pain,i never needed strain.
My love for you was strong enough you should've known.
I never needed you for judgement
I never needed you to question what i spent
I never asked for help,
I take care of myself,
I don't know why you think you got a hold on me.
And it's a little in the conversations
There isn't anything that you can say.
And my eyes hurt,
hands shiver,
so look at me and listen to me because,
I don't want toStay another minute
I don't want youTo say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
BecauseI don't want to
Do this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush
I never needed your corrections
On everything from how i act to what i say
i never needed words,i never needed hurt,i never needed you to be there everyday
I'm sorry for the way i let go
Of everything i wanted when you came along
But i am never beaten, broken, not defeated
I know next to you is not where i belong
And it's a little late for explanations
There isn't anything that you can do
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver, so you will listen when i say baby
I don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
BecauseI don't want to
Do this any longerI don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush
No more words
No more lies
No more crying ooh ooh
No more pain
No more hurt
No more tryin' Oh Oh Yeah
BecauseI don't want to
Stay another minute
I don't want you
To say a single word
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
There is no other way I get the final say
BecauseI don't want toDo this any longer
I don't want you
There's nothing left to say
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby Hush Hush
Yeah Oh
Hush Hush, Hush Hush
I've already spoken
Our love is broken
Baby

LINK: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XCzdF-ejlSY&feature=related

post to leon :
hope he can see it ba ...
seriously wat yew wan get frm mi ?
sometym ,ur words are flipping ard ...
yew make mi veri confuse...
i tell yew the truth ..
but yew dun wan to accept it ...
i say what i wan to say le...
hope yew can accept it ...
seriously, yew can be perfect bf ...
if yew can dun 2 tym ur gurl ..
cos yew are veri sweet and caring ...
is wat most gurl wants ...
i go through before that stage wif yew ... so i noe it ..

since is the new start of mi ...
i jux shall state all my happy and sad thing in the path of kembagan til paris ris..

kembagan : happy thing , leon fetch mi home after project ...
sad thing , leon ps mi due to dunno wat ... den say wanna come find mi in the end he nv ..[but that tym we are still fren]

bedok : sweet memories when i was in sec 2 wif my ah korx eugene and gladys and angeline ...
leon send mi home frm there ...=)
going east coast wif adrian.. i love the moments over there , except 3 of july.
[esp: yew sing and play guitar fer mi ]

changi airport : adrian send mi off and fetch mi when i m back frm taiwan ...

simei [CGH]: when to visit my bendan korx when he is hospitalise ... having fun see he kajiaO
gladys ...
leon accompany mi to visit my cousin and send mi home... thx fer pei-ing mi ...
even is veri late le .. he still send mi back home..
tampiness : always eating wif leon ...going around tampiness area eating nice food ...^^
waiting at shss there de mac fer hours due to he got drama ...
taking 72 frm sch or hse to find leon and adrian too ...
paris ris : going to find adrian and find my fav max ...
go down town east to eat subway and watch movie
go paris ris beach having small pinic... xD i love it


i tink i made a wrong decision in the 1st place if nt both of yew [adrian and leon] wun suffer wif mi ...haiz..
i tink i m too selfish in the 1st place ...
i m sorrie leon and adrian..

at least nw everything is clear cut ...

even though is sad , i hav to accept the fact ...

jux writing the feeling of just nw ...

when yew read the letter , i was really hoping some reaction frm yew ...

but nth come out... so i start tear-ing le ...

i ''ren'' but in the end i thought when i walk i will stop crying but tear jux simply cnt stop flowing..

even though i tell yew if yew wanna leave, yew can just leave ..

but seriously .. all i hope is yew are there awhile more ...

but in the end , yew really leave and dump mi there alone ...

after i say bye , i really cry badly ...

i after today i wun cry fer yew agn ...

i only left ard 15 min fer mi to cry my heart ..

sorrie marmie and daddy , i noe i made yew al worry ..

but luckily gladys explain to yew all wat i wan .. den yew all stop nagging ... but still my daddy nag abit ...

daddy , even yew continue say he got other gf , i comfirm and have faith in him , he nv..

tat how much i trust him ..

frm 4th of july onward , is the new start of me ...

today , i going sign sponsorship soon ...
den meeting adrian tonite and east coast ...
hope we wun be awkward when we see each other agn ...
i m jux hoping tat ...
i hope nth trigger mi to cry ...
i must be strong ...strong.. strong ...

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<3 born to be stubborn at tym

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